Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Her Experience With Death!!

 
The first thing I did when I entered my car was turn on the Music. Aahhh the thing my life depends on the most.
I was so proud of myself. I was wearing make up, wearing sandals and wearing a Sheila with my hair all out.I started cruising around my city listening to the Music.

Then suddenly my thoughts came to an end and everything went wrong in fractions of seconds.

The colourful world around me went black.
Sirens, Ambulance and people all surrounded me.
People shouting, crying and people nodding their heads sadly.
”What’s going on” I asked myself.
I looked to my left side and all what I could see was my car on fire.
Huh? How could that have happened?

Firemen trying to extinguish the fire while the other kept shouting “everything is alright, everything is under control”
I felt a slight pain in my chest, I was scared in a way that could not be described.

I turned to my left side and all what I could see was blood on the floor, blood of whom, which I didn’t know.
My head felt light and I wanted to throw up, I was so sure that this was nothing but a dream. I must be dreaming.
So I closed my eyes and opened them once again, and there. It was nothing but REALITY!

I felt deep pain in my body, as if someone ripped my parts apart.
I thought for a moment that I got paralysed.
”Help! Please Help, I am too young to die! Please”
unfortunately no one could hear my cries except my mind.
I looked around and things started to slow down, I felt as if I was watching a movie when things start to go into slow motion.
Unfortunately it was no movie. The noise’s started to fade away. I felt as if people were far away, as if I was at the highest mountain while they were talking to me from the lowest part on earth.
The only thing I could hear were my heart beats; I felt that my heart kept skipping beats.

Suddenly, everything around me froze the screams and cries of people could no longer be heard.
Was I dead?
Moments later, everything went blank.

”Teet .. Teet.. Teet..” I woke up from the ECG device; I looked around me and found myself in the ICU. Hooked up by wires and surrounded by machines.
I was so scared, because I knew that I would no longer live.
Questions kept rushing into my head.
How would I meet my Creator, Allah, after being a bad person?
I don’t want to die, I have sinned a lot.
I started regretting everything I have done in the past.

I wish I could have apologized to mom for being a bad daughter.
I wish I haven’t lied to my dad when I partied while I told him then I would be at my friends house studying.
I wish I haven’t talked to guys on the phone.
I wish , how I truly wish, that I didn’t listen to music the day of my accident.
What is the use of my regret?
Shall my repentance be accepted at this time?
I started to sweat; I looked around me with wide eyes.
I was looking around, asking myself, in what form would the angel of Death come to me?
I have been a bad Muslim, and as I heard that he would come to me in the scariest form.
I shivered and I could feel the sweat shed down my forehead.
Please Allah give me another chance, I haven’t been a good Muslim.
I have to do many things.
I promise I will read Quran, I promise I would stop listening to music, I promise I wont back bite my friends, I promise I won’t swear at mom and dad.
”teet.. teet.. teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet” when I heard long beep I knew that my life came to an end… how I wish I was a good Muslim when I had the chance.
How I was filled with ignorance.
                                    

                                    
I woke up gasping for air, I tried to catch my breath.
My heart was beating like a horse galloping in a race tract.
I looked around me, my room, my bed.
I am alive.
Alhamdulillah I am still alive.
It was nothing but a horrible dream.
I got out of bed and knew that this was a warning sign for me.. and that It was time for me to repent.
                             
I collected all of my music cassettes, CD’s, inappropriate clothes, love novels and threw them all away And I took my phone and I deleted all contact numbers of guys . I made ablution and then prayed as if it was the last time I would ever pray.


                                
May Allah forgive All Muslims.
Ameen!!!


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Friday, September 23, 2011





Allahumma 'innee  'as' aluka 'ilman naafi ' an , wa rizqan tayyiban, wa 'amalan mutaqabbalan.

"O Allah, I asked you for knowledge that is of benefit, a good provision, and deeds that will be accepted."
                                                                                                                  [Ibn Majah]
                                                                                                                                          



Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Thank Allah For What You Have..............Subhanallah!!

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Saturday, September 10, 2011

Making use of Our Youth!!!!



My dear Slaves of Allaah, if Allah gives us 60 years to live then it comes to around 22,000 days (60x365). All these days Allah gives us to prepare for one day of interview with Allah. That is on the Day of Judgement. On that day, Allah will ask us some questions and He wants some correct answers. Allah is so merciful that He already told us what the questions will be through Quran and Ahadith. His mercy is so great that He even told us the answers to these questions.
Now imagine, a student goes to write an exam. He opens his exam paper and finds the questions on one side. Then he finds that the answers to the questions are on the other side. Now after writting the exam, if this student still fails then what would we think of him? We would think that he is the dumbest person around. Well, tell you what, on the Day of Judgement, us people who knew the questions and answers will still fail! That is why, this is the time to wake up before we prove ourselves to be the dumbest of people.

Youth is the prime time of our lives. This is where people make important decisions like what to become in the future. Things you do in this time will most likely affect you throughout the rest of your life. That is why, it is important to bring Islam into your life during these days.
Many people have the conception that when they get old then they will start practising Islam. Probably you and me also have this feeling.

But look at it this way:
If you want to become a famous hockey player then you would start playing right from the youth. As you grow up, you will become better and better. But if you think that you will start playing when you are an old man then the chances of becoming famous is virtually zero. That's the reality. When we become old, we won't have enough energy to even stand up and pray.

Because youth is the prime time of your life, that is why it is very precious to Allah. Allah has prepared a shade on the Day of Judgement for those people who used to worship Allah in their youth. On that Day, there will be no other shade except the shade from the throne of Allah. Imagine standing outside on a very hot day under the sun for hours after hours. You would definitely want some shadow to rest under. But what about that Day when the sun will be much nearer to us and the heat will be much more extreme. Wouldn't you want some shade on that day? Ofcourse you would!
 

You and I are all weak in terms of keeping our duties to Allah and Allah is aware of that. Allah wants that we keep trying to do our best. If a baby falls down while walking he tries to get up again and walk. He doesn't keep sitting down. Then a day comes when he does start to walk. Similarly, we should keep trying our best and not give up. A day will come when, Inshallah, we will be strong enough to obey Allah in every situation. Let us make a small promise to Allah right now that we will start doing the things for which we were sent to this life. Otherwise, we will be like that dumb guy who will fail the test on the Day of Judgement.

May Allah make it easy for us. Ameen!!!!!

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Thikr nasheed Kalimatan !!!!

HOW BIG ARE YOU?.....................


Now, this is really fascinating. This image shows the size of Earth compared to some other planets in our solar system.
The image below shows Earth compared to some of the larger planets in our solar system. Look how small we are compared to Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus and Neptune! About 1,400 Earths can fit inside the Jupiter.
The image below shows the sizes of the huge planets compared to the Sun. There is no comparison! The huge Jupiter looks tiny compared to the Sun. About 980 Jupiters can fit inside the Sun.
Now going beyond our solar system, it's a big universe. Look how tiny the sun is compared to some other stars.
Finally, the huge stars above is tiny compared to the stars shown below! The Sun is only 1 pixel in size in the image below. Subhan Allah.
ANTARES IS THE 15TH BRIGHTEST STAR IN THE SKY. IT IS MORE THAN 1000 LIGHT YEARS AWAY.
HUMBLING, ISN'T IT?

NOW HOW BIG ARE YOU?

AND HOW BIG ARE THE THINGS THAT UPSET YOU TODAY?

AND HOW BIG IS YOUR ALLAH?......!!!

KEEP LIFE IN PERSPECTIVE!!!

Duaa' For Exams!!!!

Recite This Dua Everyday For Victory And Prosperity

“Ya sayyedas-sada-te, ya mojeebad-da’vate, ya rafe’ad-darajate, ya vali-yal hasanate, ya ghaferal-khati’ate, ya mo’ti-yal mas’alate, ya qabi-lat-tavbate, ya same’al-asvate, ya ‘alemal-khafiyate, ya dafe’al bali yate.”
“O’ the chief of all chiefs! O’ the acceptor of prayers! O’ the elevator of ranks! O’ the master of virtues! O’ the forgiver of sins! O’ the granter of requests! O’ the excerptor of penance! O’ the hearer of all voices! O’ the one who knows all mysteries! O’ the remover of calamities!”

Dua Before Studying

“Allahumma infa’nii bimaa ‘allamtanii wa’allimnii maa yanfa’uunii. Allahumma inii as’aluka fahmal-nabiyyen wa hifzal mursaleen al-muqarrabeen. Allahumma ijal leesanee ‘aiman bi dhikrika wa qalbi bi khashyatika. Innaka ‘ala ma-tasha’u qadeer wa anta hasbun-allahu wa na’mal wakeel.”
“Oh Allah! Make useful for me what you have taught me and teach me knowledge that will be useful to me. Oh Allah! I ask you for the understanding of the prophets and the memory of the messengers, and those nearest to you. Oh Allah! Make my tongue full of your remembrance and my heart with consciousness of you. Oh Allah! You do whatever you wish, and you are my availer and protector and best of aid.”

Dua After Studying

“Allahumma inni astaodeeka ma qara’tu wama hafaz-tu. Farudduhu ‘allaya inda hajati elahi. Innaka ‘ala ma-tasha’-u qadeer wa anta hasbeeya wa na’mal wakeel”
“Oh Allah! I entrust you with what I have read and I have studied. Oh Allah! Bring it back to me when I am in need of it. Oh Allah! You do whatever you wish, you are my availer and protector and the best of aid.”

Dua Before Exams:

The Prophet (sallallaahu `alayhi wa sallam) told the following dua to be recited in stress, studies, exams and trials
“O Allaah, there is no ease except what You make easy. And if You wish, You make the difficult easy.” [recorded in Hisnul-Muslim]